Dear God,
What are you trying to teach me? What lesson am suppose to take from all of this heartbreak? Patience? Strength? What? I just don't understand. I don't see justice, and I can't understand the plan and I can't find the path? Where are you, God? I feel alone in this. I feel let down. I feel like it's unfair. Please PLEASE help me understand. Please help me see what this journey is suppose to be. Please show me the light at the end of this tunnel. Please let me know there is an end. I need peace. I need to know that this will all be worth it. I need to know I'm not being punished. I know you gave me this ache for a reason. I know this love and this need has a purpose. Why does it hurt so much?